Hi guys! It has been such a long time since I have signed onto this account and just chatted with you all. My life has been so crazy lately, and I feel like I have finally stopped going non-stop and can just take a second to breathe! Starting in December I packed up my adorable dorm room in New York and said goodbye to the best friends I could ever ask for. If you asked me what was harder breaking up with my 16 year old "first love" or saying goodbye to those girls, they would win all the way. They gave me so much love and I truly miss them, but I knew that I needed to be home.
I made the choice to head home to Colorado to try college closer to home for many reasons, but all of which I feel like have proven to be a good choice. My anxiety is way better managed here, my support system is here and I feel like this is just home-base. New York will always be my second home and have my heart, but for now this is where I am at and I am on the road to serious happiness. Some days are better than others, and then some like this week are stressful. It is easy to get lost and that stress and question yourself and choices you make, but one thing I want to remind you all is it is ok. Life goes through ups and downs no matter how hard you try to control it! The good news is we have tons of people to ride it out with. Heres to riding my roller coaster with you all this year! I love you tons xoxo